- guilty pleasure
- August 9th, 2015
I started reminiscing TVXQ and yunjae's glorious moments last night and now there's an empty feeling in my heart. I feel like there's a symmetrical gaping hole at the centre of my heart that will never be completely filled just by rewatching their i'll-never-get-tired-of-it variety shows, acapellas, live performances and rereading fluffy/angsty/bittersweet fanfics.
In less than a week, this ritual mourning will be gone and I won't even look back on them, but once in a while, the depression wave will crashed into me again, leaving a crater on my heart. I'm stuck in a perpetual addicitve loophole that fills me with such passion for people I've never met and will never meet, but at the same time it's eating away my positive vibe. I hate it but i love it. The only thing that will fix me permanently is seeing the five of them reunited in whatever ways.
I miss TVXQ and yunjae so effing much :(